Heave

February 12, 2006

I was excited for a week or so about the prospect of returning to college, full-time. New major, new school, if they would accept me, despite the shitty GPA and dismissals. I downloaded the applications and read the personal essay guidelines and felt incapacitatingly nauseated for the next twelve hours. Fear, procrastination, disrespect for authority, task-loathing. I have a comically exaggerated aversion to writing on demand, and that’s what school is.

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