I suffer from delusions.

October 3, 2006

They used to come in the form of yearning to date people who were utterly wrong for me. Or beginning to date them, and having to cast them off unkindly.

Now I convince myself (a year ago or so) that I want to go back to college, or, more recently, that I really need 0-gauge holes in my ears, so that I can wear glass horns and spirals. Thankfully, I did neither of these things. But on occaision, volcanic, potentially life-shifting thoughts occur to me, assemble into a mosaic shards of boredom or rage, and for a moment or a week there seems to be no stopping the persuasive allure of dumb ideas.

They pass, and I always wonder what brought me to my senses.

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